The Angel of them

Sometimes I feel dislike at her/him...

Sometimes I feel nothing at her/him....

Why?

This feeling will be inside my heart?

I try to get rid of this.....

As my brother said...

Blank the mind to get rid of the bad.....

But I cant....

I understand someone...

But the others are not....

They will never know why I act like this....

Because they are never see her/his face....

Which is the real of all....

I will not blame to them....

Because they are never know....

An angel inside their hearts.....

Perhaps is an evil....

Or maybe....

All are the fault of my sight....

Try to find the truth...

But surrender on the path...

Because of the scary to the truth......

Time:12.05am,29/7/11,Friday

Pink 's Day

      Month test finally passed already....Yahoo....It's time to relax relax yaa......Last Saturday Eanne sis present me a hair clip.....Woo,very beauty and special one......Pink in colour, like it....Today mummy also bought me a shampoo.....Because this few months I always drop hair....Change a new shampoo to test whether suit to me or not.....Like it too, because of the nice smell.....

Pink colour show.....♥

Below this ribbon was my sis present to me too....Ermm....never use it....But like too...♥

New hair clip,special,love the bear....♥

The second Saturday of July, I bought it.....Love too.....♥

Love myself....Wahaha.....♥♥

Combine.....

Edited by Conew....

Last photo present for U.....♥ ♥

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Fight for July

July test is coming.....Started to do revision from these days.....Burn the midnight oil.....It's really made me sick......

Last few days dated my friends go to watch Harry Potter 7 on the first Saturday after the exam.....Looking forward for it.....It's the ending of Harry Potter......I still to watch it even though I knew the ending already.....The plans of three of us are watch movie,then shopping and then go to enjoy our dessert at Strawberry Moment.....It also the purpose that I want to go to Jusco but not Parade....I'm never visit and having a tea there.....Just want to try once.....Heard that it's really make a hole on your pocket every times you go there.....But my friends always enjoy their time there....So envy.....Rich and enjoy the life is never at my site.....

The passing Friday,we are called to hand up a formal letter to principal because of skipping from the Technique Talk of Biology.....We made a lie on the letter......And skip the another talk again although we are given the lessons from principal......My style,always be the follower to my peers......

Today,morning,I have a tuition class of History.....I had fined them who do not achieve the mark of 60%......Earned again.....Hahaha......Check on my private note,found that I can be save more money from this month if I do not waste it on unnecessary things......Okay,from today,I will save money for my target to buy something....I want to buy a camera.....Or a phone.....?One of them.....Simyee advise me to buy camera rather than phone oO....She said it is more worth....Ermmm,don no ooO.....Just follow my plan to achieve my money target first laa.....

GAMBATEH....❤

21/7

又上来更新噜~

最近帮他开了个部落格,希望天天都能知道他的心情,了解他更多....前几天明明说好要早睡的,也却因为要和他聊天而夜夜才睡.....搞得我黑眼圈永远也不会消失酱吖.....咯,算吧,我也不舍得下线.....嘻嘻.....♥
下个星期有测验哦,到今天我都还没完全准备好......还是第一次这样哦.....不知这次的测验会考到多差呢......惟有加油吧....
刚教补习不知干嘛见到他有些好笑哦,也有些不好意思......他的笑容真的很好看,可惜...........其实好想叫他弹下钢琴给我听的哟,可是我不敢,又怕他误会......最后还是算啦.....
自己想做好多事哦,也想学好多东西哦.....
不知以后会有这个机会吗.......
婉馨,加油吧....♥
今天听到喜欢的一句,婉雯说:"打扮是给自己看,不是给别人看"......

加~刚刚接听了一通电话.....拒绝了某人....希望以后见面不要尴尬吖.....原以为是这么想的,可是不久他却信息来说不要太认真.......(我知道你不是这么想的）.......也许这样会比较好吧.....

....WaWa聚会吖.....

17/7

Some feeling inside me now.....Is mixed feeling....So hard to describe....Maybe this will be the last for me to do like that......Or maybe it will be never end......Love is not a job.....Please don't act like a fool.....Today is Saturday,I missed the chance....Disappointed at all.....I think no one will understand what am I thinking about.....Included him....He will be back to Singapore soon....Sindy....Be tough....
I lost myself these days.....Sleep,eat,online,eat,sleep.....One day passed already....Then,sleep,eat,online,eat,sleep....Another day passed too....What are You doing Sindy?You are facing the test on next week....You are facing the coming of trial and SPM too!!What wrong inside my mind....I ever thought wanna to give up.....but,I'm in struggling now......
I promised myself I will do my best...but FAILED....
I promised myself I will try to ignore other things....but FAILED....
What should I do to change myself yaa.......Irritated.....

Don care about what are the different sights of you all to me....
Don care about what are the bad comments of you all to me....
Don care....Don care.....Is there my honest??

Webcam snapshot....

5/7

Unpleasant July head.....Got pimplesss continuously between to my eye and upper nose....isshhh!!Hated at it...even though they do not looked obviously as I wearing my spectacles....How can it gotta present on me on this month,and seems will not be go away in a short moment....I really irritated of it....Who can tell me how to get rid of this and the method must be effective???LOL!!Pass it....

Last Saturday I went to shopping with my dear sister....We had our lunch at Sushi King...It was the first time I got into it....Love sushi which past in front of us....I can't finished my order as I felt full much....It was really a waste as I left it....Shopping a lot to find the one which we are liking at....At finally,I bought a new shoes...White in colour and it made my leg very pain after walked for a long time....Bleeding....Because of the zips of the shoes...Anyway,I love it....

Someone will be back soon...Next week....Huuu,it made me looking forward but irritated too....How  can I solve the problem?I scared.....but.....A very confusing and mixed feeling.....

Will be go to watch movie with my friends on this Saturday.....Will it to be a nice day?Coming soon.......

SPort's dAy

Say ''Goodbye'' to my lovely June and welcoming the next July...A busy and rush June,full of blanks in my memory except the few days of the end.....The end of the month,busy for marching for PBSM.....Whole week did not have any study at school and also has been sacrificed my napping time....My skin now becoming dark and darker than before.....I want to regain my fair skin!!

Sport's day on 30/6 in S.M.K. Seri Teja....

I'm the member of Blue team....However I din even take part of any job there...No essence for it at all....

Pass it......

That day,PBSM very bad marching....No uniform at all....Except some of them borrowed from their friends....What an out school!!I hate it!!

Pass it too....

I took part in Gerai with my dear friends that day....We prepared all the things before the last day....Our Gerai had less customer at the beginning....Maybe it's too cost....But,after that,we earned back....

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