February I

I felt very disappointed last night.He busy for his stuff until 11pm.I almost waited for him around one hour.But the last result was he is still busy.Every message he sent to me is busy for that thing and those things.I felt tired then offline and went to sleep.Some unexplainable feelings disturbed me inside my heart.They made me can't sleep.I don't know how to say.I forced myself not to think anything.Useless,I can't control my mind at all.Just let me get use of this!Somehow we will be like that in the next!

Feb

Long time din have come to update my blog already.Since those blogger friends updated theirs one,it started my mood to follow too.But I never and not think about what should I write in this post yet.Many unexplainable speeches or things needed to share out with guys,but I have no idea with what should come out the first.May I start with the lost of my all photos?I dunno why they will suddenly flied away from my computer and I find them throughout the whole part of my computer but never find it.Photos are my memories with family and friends.But now,all are gone.However,I have not mind it now.The memories are kept inside my mind.Next,I started my tuition teaching since February.Even though I'm not really interest with it,the only thing what can I do in my home is just this.Many of my friends had went to other places for working.Sometimes I will feel unhappy with this,not because they leave me but I unable to find and get my own worthy job.I will feel that I'm wasting my time now and have a less experience than my friends.I don wan become like that but I lack of something inside their soul.Forget it,I know what can I do now to have a brighter future is improve myself by using these free times now.I need a supporter who can change me now.