2011年8月26日星期五

第一篇

没什么好说的。跟你只能说些无聊没用的话。
一个女生。就是那么的一个女生。
花了那么多的时间在没有任何用处的地方去 。她的未来惨透了。
即将面对的事,她即不想理会,却不自主地担心。
她对自己说加油。以为这一切能够提升自信。
没错,能却不长久。
回想起自己的过去,是那么地模糊。
原来她的过去是不完美的。
一些秘密慢慢地从她心里深入地陷下去。
永远都不会有人知道隐藏在她心中的那一个秘密。
我顿时慌了。原来过去的她是现在的我。
没有任何分别。
我不想那么快地像她一样处处充满着悔意。
往往都不由自主地失去了控制。
情绪失控,大声痛哭,却不知眼泪流下来的原因。
这是所谓的忧郁吗?
我分析不出。
夜里,我一个人躺在床上胡思乱想。
一个不正常的人不会知道自己的问题所存。
一个正常的人也不知道自己是否如此正常。
原来,忧郁症的人往往都是哲学天才。
因为他们想太多了。
我累了。不想再想了。
闭上眼后即熟睡去了。

如此的她_______谜

2011年8月22日星期一

Raining MONDAY

哒哒~
今天在学校跟朋友吵了一番,就因为一个没有结论的话题。
‘不是每件事情都能以科学来解释’
我是正,他们是反。
好困哦,说来说去,还是一个样。
没有任何的说服力。
回家告诉姐姐,姐姐却说我口才不够好。
咯~ ‘lack of knowledge’。
我问哥哥,我真的是这样吗。
姐姐却顶来一句,‘你full of knowledge吗?’
真是给她炸到
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在学校,朋友都说我很
真的很烦吗?
只不过是想说些什么吧。
也不知从什么时候我变成了这个样。
小时候,他们都说我很静。
越大就越多话
当然,这都只是在我熟悉的亲友面前才会显示的啦。
也不知不说话的我会不会打回原形吖。
内向的以前。
有点不想哦。

到此停止吧。
又要开始读书了。
这样的生活也不知多久才能挨完哦。
ByeB~

最后附上一张我近来在电视追看的一部韩剧吧,《面包王,金卓求》。因为那个,家人看嘛,所以也看哝。



2011年8月19日星期五

Friday

Sorry for those whom opened  to read my blogger....
Blocked my Sindy's diary for one week already....
And don't know why I need to do like that....
Perhaps I decided that I would not post something out of my blog for this month,then I blocked it.....
Yup,but finally I reopened it...
Writing nonsense and which is unnecessary....
Hahaha....
Tell something happened around me these days....
I almost changed my daily routine for these days....
Sleep early....
Do revision and preparation...
And never touch a little to my computer or netbook....
Live without my addicted things...
But,I realized that I will turn back to me again....
Lol....
I will keep it....
Stay tune.....

2011年8月11日星期四

Black Thursday

Morning in the 11th August,I had decided to turn into a new leaf.....I wanted to spend all of my time to do revision....I wanted to appreciate all of the seconds to improve myself before the coming of the trial.....I swore in the deepest of my soul.....

However,something happened and caused me to lose my spirit....

It was a bored class....None of sound present except of my voice....I tried to low it...Abnormal situation today....He did not speak even a word except for answering....Is he moody?Or because of my words last few night?Felt so down to see this happened....What a serious tuition time....Hard to pass....

Reached home,online again....Found that there is never a day which I do not online....Perhaps I was addicted of it....Not,is exactly....But don't know what am I doing and what am I searching for....Facebook....Blogger.....Then no more......I'm wasting my time....No any advantage at all.....
I'm really a stupid.....Search for nothing....

Sad!!!Disappointed to myself!!!

I have not any skill,or master on any subject at all....Interested in anything also none.....Science?Math?What else?History?All also no interested in........Been laughed by someone when I was answering with a wrong method....Don't know how to answer when I was asked by someone....All of these shown that I'm not the one whom you think!Targeted to achieve high success?Never dream!

All of the memories about the contents of the ten subjects was gone.....Is gone!Why I have not a good memory?Always need me to revise again and bear in mind again....Again and again....
I am the immature on mind one.....

All of these had spoiled my toughness!I hated today!!

2011年8月8日星期一

学记__ 八

昨夜模糊的部落请遗漏它。
烦恼加迷乱的思想请远离它。

今天又是星期一了,为考试而拼斗的精神时有时无。
忘了是前天还是昨天,是七夕情人节,也就是牛郎织女节吧。
原来到了这个节日,大家都会弄凉粉糖水来喝的呢。
因为今天朋友带了凉粉豆奶到学校去,才无意间发现了这个小习俗。

今早的第一堂课
心儿发现异味,后来我们才发现原来地上有猫便(猫的大便)。
真的是臭死人了。
也不知为什么我们的班每次都会有猫出没。
好像是它们的家一样。
Ishh,非常讨厌的咯。
我最讨厌的就是猫了。
好啦,前几个星期就有小猫,现在又有猫便了啦。
我们班到底是不是猫窝啊?

忘了是什么时候
心儿小姐又发现了震动。
当然我和婉雯也感受到吖。
也不知为什么的,我们三人的桌子都会无缘无故的发生如此的事。
只有我们三人哦!
真是奇怪的咯。

哈哈哈~好好笑的一天哦。

2011年8月7日星期日

很痛苦.....压抑自己的情绪真的很难....想改变本性是件必须拥有长久与刻苦的耐力才能成功的苦事......我不想成为报章上的另一个话题....也不想折磨自己与把痛苦建立在别人的身上.....对你,我不容许抱有一点的同情....我觉得你有些可怜.....但我不能因而改变我对你的态度......要知道.....所有的事情都得以笑容去面对......对我的批评.....对我的冷言.....对我的歧视.....一切和一切.....都是用笑去化解.....现在的痛苦是未来的磨炼.....要忍受一切.....要成熟点!!!!!

2011年8月4日星期四

My Own

Shoulder hurt....
Causing my right hand injured too....
No energy to take something heavy.....
Always feel tired on it....

Clinic.....
Doctor said nothing....
Take medicines...
But never feel effective to me....

Friends....
Always laugh at me....
Know that there was just a joke....
And never be seriously....

Me....
Just like be playing by someone...
Swear that never be utterly trusting another....
Except for my family...

Short life....
It will never lasting long...
Only if everyone should die....
So appreciate what U have........

2011年8月2日星期二

17th Birthday

A birthday for me....
Very surprised that every birthday song singing for me....
Once is at the class of school from my classmates....
And once is at the skype video calling from Tores and Jian Coong....
Thanks U all so much.....
Add,thanks to my family too....
Celebrated with a yummy cake...
Mango in flavour....
Nice....Like it....
Din take any photo.....
Wait for my next blog post......♥