Black Thursday

Morning in the 11th August,I had decided to turn into a new leaf.....I wanted to spend all of my time to do revision....I wanted to appreciate all of the seconds to improve myself before the coming of the trial.....I swore in the deepest of my soul.....

However,something happened and caused me to lose my spirit....

It was a bored class....None of sound present except of my voice....I tried to low it...Abnormal situation today....He did not speak even a word except for answering....Is he moody?Or because of my words last few night?Felt so down to see this happened....What a serious tuition time....Hard to pass....

Reached home,online again....Found that there is never a day which I do not online....Perhaps I was addicted of it....Not,is exactly....But don't know what am I doing and what am I searching for....Facebook....Blogger.....Then no more......I'm wasting my time....No any advantage at all.....

I'm really a stupid.....Search for nothing....

Sad!!!Disappointed to myself!!!

I have not any skill,or master on any subject at all....Interested in anything also none.....Science?Math?What else?History?All also no interested in........Been laughed by someone when I was answering with a wrong method....Don't know how to answer when I was asked by someone....All of these shown that I'm not the one whom you think!Targeted to achieve high success?Never dream!

All of the memories about the contents of the ten subjects was gone.....Is gone!Why I have not a good memory?Always need me to revise again and bear in mind again....Again and again....

I am the immature on mind one.....

All of these had spoiled my toughness!I hated today!!