Black mood day

...Black mood...

Last night I had celebrated Alex’s birthday with friends. Perhaps of the tea, it made me can’t sleep until 3a.m. I was really suffering in that moment. I had tried to listening music but it was inefficiency for me. I also tried to close my eyes and blank my brain. But I can’t! I almost use these hours to think useless things. Finally I cried without any reason. I don’t know why, I really, indeed don’t know! I just thinking for sleep because need to wake up early in the next day. Yet I could not. 

Now, I’m feeling very disappointed to myself. I was scolded by Uncle, my driving teacher just now. He said I didn’t step on the oil. HaizzzZ. I made the car stuck and needed to start again. It had happened many times for today. I don’t like his car! I’m getting angry to myself and felt like want to cry. Of course, I didn’t. Next Monday I need to have the driving test, why I still couldn’t manage it?! Why?!!!

I'm very very sad today!!!!!!